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... small pieces of the I ...


... messages ... to you ...

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The Blonde The Brunette (complete) by Amanda-Graham Poems of Love by Amanda-Graham the girl desired by Amanda-Graham
Dishonor by Amanda-Graham Orchard by Amanda-Graham Life Roar Heat by Amanda-Graham
Helen Ghosts by Amanda-Graham


. pow pow .

i won't forget .... by chriseastmids


. March .

another month of ink evenings
broken promises
dreams flown against skies
of warm spring streams
she said would bubble
of closed heart
you are mine


еще месяц чернил вечерам
нарушенные обещания
мечты летал против небо
теплых весенних потоков
она сказала бы пузырь
закрытого сердца

ты моя

it got to 43ºF here today walking up the hill i did my personality inventories over, staring at melt ice snow shapes drooling on pavements ...
"OH the Rorschach of YOU!" she shrank from me, sliding into another black eye shape ...

"where's the map of it?"

she handed me what she trumpeted as not her favorite book

so we gave it to david
he and i read it

not together

on Russian language surrealistic corners

oh the hate in her
to trick with that

please attempt to read this aloud employing a german/harshness/lisping voice soprano scream shout


... i do better


not really

but sometimes


i'd nod but i'm afraid i've lost my head


she sat on the cliff edge
her hand held out exactly like i do

a gesture forbidden now in soft places
(fist closed index pointing thumb up)

but i was deaf to the offer ...

her feet always dangle
and i'm doing that to



a check box voice on the other end, "this call may be recorded", resisted the urge to just grunt yes or no's, gave him my life in poetry

have tears of my own, with the toss of my head of denial, won't accept that i will not become a butterfly after all of it it all of it it

... her lover became angel, eons later she became goddess ...

... neither the tongue traced butterflies they had imagined ...

... she left traces of herself, on ruffled hair, tossed bedsheets, pictures on walls, set table places, that shifted ...

... she's sitting alone, wondering at the poems she would weave if she were a bill collector's meat puppet ...


a tumble, it was only a small tumble and at first no one had suspected …
if the street had been dry or the steps properly roughened by a capable tradesman's hands when they'd been poured ...had she held rather than slipping her hand through the leash's loop, had the hound not possessed the strength and urgency of his breed ...

my sorrows are cast at the whims of gods and goddesses; they know what simple mechanical arrangements to set for my .......



little notebook love girl
jot me drunken kisses
in squiggle lines

stagger candy laughter
dance touch doodle triggers
page me in your mind


picture me

while you make love with her
all the open wounds

still breathing coughing
sputtering our blood
as she arches screaming

my orgasms


.pow pow.

. pow pow my tender lumplings .

having a pow pow moment

give it time something one other else




pow pow and now (exclaimed a mark or three)


two pows

one for you ...

... pow pow

close echo

was only                    one

I found myself in the middle pages of a foreign woman's diary
a brief glimpse of torn out paper
her center mass cluster of a gravity well

pow pow

i know it rhymes

it was meant to

couples always do

i told a friend what i'd found out about myself my sort of entity love (pow) i think she knew that years before i did (pow)

... before we'd ever sort of met

... if we pass each other on some cobbled foreign sunny street and you hear a whispered (pow) don't stop please, it's only me

"And if they don't go far enough back Mandy what the hell will they think you were are was won't?"
"If all they find of you is 'pow pow'?"

Who pow cared pow?

i'd run out of pows if i weren't dwelling in a Gazebo situated on a neglected grass plot in the back of your skull(s)

... the voice of a small girl being orphaned again and again and again ... pow pow

© Amanda 2015
Image: "i won't forget ...." by :iconchriseastmids: © 2015

:music: POW POW  i love you
    POW POW it's true
    i'm fucked in the head
    but you know i love you


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Amanda Graham
Artist | Professional | Literature
United States
I became a loom ... a work of wood and oils and flesh and pain ... I became words, woven together to impart myself, an offering of memory and love ... I became a crowd of voices longing for that final color that might complete ... I am Amanda here to open, here to pound loud and set you upon a journey ...

Let me tell you a story ...

Farcebook™ I only use for music and posting links to my work here ... Gargle Plus is the same ... now ... TubeOfYou? lots of music that i likes mmm hmmm

TweakerCreature™ - i might answer i might not ... i never know from day to day; be patient i have things to weave - @blondeonhorse

Tube You My Channel -…

For the ensconced demented deviants among us!

Yes, I AM a gay American woman; and damn proud of that. I flirt shamelessly with females, males, and photos of kittens. Anyone who let’s that go to their heads (eyes.the.homophobic.female.artist) is not only stupid but arrogant.




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nightshade-keyblade Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
chriseastmids Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
thank you Amanda :hug:
AlexandrinaAna Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2015   Photographer
aww! thank you kindly! :heart:
Aurora66 Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2015
Thank you so much for the fave and watch! :)
chriseastmids Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Amanda thank you so much for all the fave ads :tighthug:
mippieArt Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Tag a quality deviant, You’re it! :iconflyingheartsplz: Quality doesn't mean that you have a lot of followers, or a lot of messages. It means that you’re nice to other people, and you deserve to be happy. :iconheartdanceplz: If you get this message, someone is telling you that they love you as you are, and they don’t care how much followers you have. Send this to 10000 deviants who deserve it. If you break the chain, nothing will happen. But, it’s just good to let someone know that you love them! :iconheartballoonplz:
Adherance Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2015
Thank you.
fragilemuse-org Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2015
Thank you for all the favs! :hug:
scheinbar Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thanks so much!

Happy New Year :love:
Monocephalized Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the favourite.
bareHa Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist
Thank you for the favourites. They mean much since your own work I find so moving as to be almost terrifying. Thanks again
ElenaHelfrecht Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2014  Professional Photographer
Thank you so, so much! ♥ :hug:
skulkey Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
lost in language, lost in sound
Amanda-Graham Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014  Professional Writer
i love it ... confusion about whether you were involved in production or that you were referring to the music you were playing at that moment

skulkey Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
it was what i was playing at the moment (sorry to confuse).  i wish my stuff was that good. ;)
Wicked-Faerie Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2014  Student Writer
Thank you for the favorites on Truly Living Parts 1 and 2. <3 
m-gosia Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2014
+fav Heart Frost by m-gosia  
Amanda-Graham Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014  Professional Writer
*holds your hand waits for the greens while loving the browns and whites*
m-gosia Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2014
rioMenor Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2014
hi Amanda! Thank you so much for the :+fav:s and the :+devwatch: :thanks:...  :heart:
EkaFantasy Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Lily Thank you  for the Watch and the points Heart Love :love: Redbull glomp 
abbi-e Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2014
Amanda-Graham Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2014  Professional Writer
diosenzanome Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2014   General Artist
and thanks for all the support
diosenzanome Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2014   General Artist
thank you so much for the fave ;)
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